Monday, May 30, 2011

Like a Ball Being Dribbled

          They say that the greatest pleasure is our life and the greatest pain is death but for me, the greatest happiness is my life and the greatest pain is to become an amputee, and to become a physically challenged.
          I did not perceived that my life would be like this. Although I already accepted it, it doesn't mean that I already forgotten everything but I reminisce them every moment of my life. It's so hard for me to limit everything that I do. Jamming with friends, go out with my family and have a bonding. I used to stay at home rather than to go out with them. Other people say that they want to avoid pain and suffering. A pain that could give their heart an intense pity and suffering that could make them hopeless and oppressed. But for me, I enjoy every pain and suffering and I accept them with tranquility in my mind. I used to become a stoic person, those that enjoy pain and suffering with fortitude. All of what is happening to me are like test papers that must be passed and if you are not going to pass it, you will be failed. My life is like a ball being dribbled, sometimes it goes up and sometimes it goes down but the more it goes down, the higher will I bounce. As a student, its so hard to continue my studies especially now that I am already an amputee but this is not the hindrance for me to continue and finish the battle of life because by this struggles, we are making ourselves strong and be motivated enough and I can claim in Romans 8:28 " I and all we know that all things work together for good to them that love God". I know He is with me all the time because Emmanuel is (God is with us). Now, I always ready myself because new semester will come again and it will be expected that more people would come to our school to study there. I am afraid that if they will see me,  I will get to become shy to face them but who are they to belittle me? who are they to judge me?. I just bear in mind that I am more superior than them and I consider myself a winner because I already surpassed the greatest pain in my life.
          In my life, I am sad but still happy, discouraged yet happy, in exile and yet happy and hopeless yet still happy because man is created to contemplate the sun. I don't care what people say as long as I'm strong, I will not lose hope.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Sa Kanyang Pag-iisa

          Sa pagbangon ni anty, hindi siya mapakali. Hindi makakain. Bumulagta sa kanyang harapan ang balitang humayo raw ang asawa niya dito sa Ilocos. Naghintay siya nang naghintay hanggang sa nauwi sa wala ang kanyang pagtitiyagang paghihintay.
          Nagta-trabaho sa Saudi Arabia ang kabiyak ni anty. Kada tatlong taon ang bakasyon niya. Taong 2006 siya huling umuwi sa bahay kaya sa pag-uwi niyang iyon, nadagdagan ng isa ang kanilang supling kaya tatlo na sila ngayon. Bakas ang kagalakan at kasiyahan ni anty sa kanyang asawa. Nararamdaman ko na mahal niya ang kabiyak nito. Sa taon ding iyon, nagpunta sila sa Cavite dahil doon nagmula si Uncle Bhart. Doon nakita ni anty ang pamilya at kamag-anak ng asawa. Nagkakilala sila ng husto at naging memorableng pagsasalo ang naganap. Makalipas ang limang buwan na pagbabakasyon, bumalik ulit sa Saudi ang kanyang asawa. Ayaw man niyang paalisin ang asawa subalit kailangan niyang magtrabaho para rin sa kinabukasan ng mga anak. Makalipas ang tatlong araw, bumalik na siya sa abroad at noo'y nagdadalan tao si anty sa kanilang bunsong anak. Naisilang ang anak sa buwan ng Pebrero sa taon ding iton at ngayon malaki na siya at mag-aaral na bilang kinder sa darating na pasukan. Chat at tawag lamang ang komunikasyon nilang mag asawa. Hirap mang makisabay sa oras nila dahil kapag umaga natin dito, gabi naman nila doon kaya minsan nagpupuyat si anty sa pakikipagchat sa kanya at halos kulang ang tulog niya. Sa isang text ni Uncle Bhart, nabanggit niya na may problema raw at sasabihin niya ito sa tamang panahon. Sa nabanggit niyang iyon, hindi tumigil sa katatanong si anty. Ngayong 2011, umuwi raw sa Pilipinas ang asawa subalit hindi alam ni anty na umiwu na pala siya ni hindi raw siya tumawag o nag text man lang. Noong May 5, tumawag ang kamag-anak ni Uncle at sinabing umuwi na raw siya at tinanong kung andito na sa Ilocos pero nagtaka si anty at sinabing wala siya rito sa bahay. Sabi pa nga niya, pupunta siya saglit sa sementeryo para dalawin ang namayapang ama at pagkatapos ay didiretso na siya rito sa bahay pero hanggang ngayon, wala pa. hanggang sa may nagtext na isang babae. Pinagbabawalan siyang tumawag o magtext man lang at sabi pa niya, siya ang asawa ni uncle. Siyempre umiyak si anty. Tinignan namin ang facebook account ng babae at ayon, totoo nga. May isa pa silang anak at malaki na siya. May larawan pang may ipinapatayo silang bahay doon sa Dumaguete.
          Naawa kami sa sinapit ni anty. Kawawa ang mga batang naiwan. Inakala ni anty na wala siyang asawa pero mayroon pala. Ipinagkaloob lahat ni anty ang kanyang tiwala sa asawa pero siya ang sumira sa pagtitiwalang iyon. Alam ko na Diyos na lamang ang bahala sa kaniya dahil habang may taong nagdurusa, alam kong hindi rin sila masaya ngayon. Sana mapagtanto man lang niya na kailangan siya ng kanilang mga anak dahil maliliit pa sila.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Magkaibigang Nagkalayo ang Puso

          Hindi ko inaasahang ganito katagal ang hindi namin pagkakaunawaan ng kaibigan ko dahil lamang sa maliit na bagay na aking pagkakasala. Nagtampo siya at humantong sa hindi pag-iimikan at pagpapansinan.
          Ito'y nangyari pa kamakailan lamang sa buwan ng Pebrero. Hindi ko lubos mawari kong bakit ngayon pa nangyari ito at hanggang ngayon, wala pa ring pagbabago. Siya ay si Dhemie, Bente anyos na siya subalit parang isip-bata kapag nagtampo. Binata na nga siya pero hindi pa yata niya nalinang ang pagkamaawain at pagtanggap sa pagkakamali. Sa buwang iyon, hindi pa ako pumapasok sa eskuwelahan at sa bahay lamang ako gamit ang computer araw-araw. Nagkataon namang hindi na siya pumapasok noon dahil kapos ang kaniyang pamilya. Kapag pumupunta siya sa bahay, pumapayag naman akong gamitin niya ang computer at sa pagpayag ko namang iyon, nagiging madalas na ang pagpunta niya sa bahay kahit na facebook at youtube lang ang alam niyang gawin, pinapabayaan ko na lamang siya. Nagpapasalamat rin ako sa kanya dahil siya ang kakasama ko kapag wala akong kasama sa bahay lalo na noong ikinasal ang pinsan ko, talagang hindi siya umalis hanggat hindi pa sila dumarating sa bahay. Kapag wala naman akong magawa  o nagkataong walang kuryente, ako naman ang pumupunta sa bahay nila upang makisalamuha naman. Hanggang sa isang araw, nagtext siya sa akin na magko-computer daw siya at magbabayad pa.  Nagkataon namang wala akong load noon kaya pinabayaan ko na lamang siya at sabi ko sa sarili ko na pupunta na lamang siya dito kahit wala akong pantext sa kanya. Wala akong nahintay, talagang hindi siya pumunta at sa tanghali naman, nagtungo ako sa bahay nila. Hinanap ko siya at nandoon pala, nagtatago, ayaw akong kausapin. Kaumagahan, pumunta ulit ako sa bahay nila at ganoon pa rin ang nangyari, walang pagbabago, hindi niya ako kinausap o pinansin man lang. Hanggang ngayon, kahit na nagkikita kami, hindi niya ako pinapansin. Wala naman akong galit sa kanya at siya naman ang nagsimula nito. 
          Ang alam ko, ang unang umaway ay siya ring unang makikipagbati pero hindi, ako pang inaway ako pang nakikipagbati. Ang masaklap pa, may utang pa siya sa akin at ayaw atang bayaran nito. Hindi ko na alam kong ano ang aking gagawin. Gusto ko siyang pagbuhatan ng kamay subalit hindi ko magawa. Mababaw yata ang puwet niya kaya ganoon na lamang siya katinding umaway o magtampo sa akin. Cold war na to!!hehehe

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Paalam Na

          Patapos na pala ang summer class namin. Isang Linggo na lang at hind ko na makakapiling ang mga classmates ko lalo na ang mga kaibigan ko. Ayaw ko man silang umalis, wala akong magawa dahil natapos na nila ang isang taon (third year) at ako'y magsisimula pa lamang.
          Sa dalawang taon na pagsasama-sama namin, nakilatis na namin ang ugali ng isa't isa. May mga nabuong grupo at samahan pero buklod-buklod pa rin kami at tulong-tulong upang makapasa sa lahat ng bagay maski pagsubok man. Sa darating na pasukan, iba na ang mga taong aking makakasalamuha araw-araw. Siyempre kailangan kong mag adjust at i adopt ang sarili ko sa kanila. Subalit nangangamba ako na baka kamuhian lang ako at pagtawanan at nangangamba rin ako na wala akong magiging kaibigan o kasama araw-araw. Parang gusto ko munang itigil sana ang oras para sa ganoon ay makakasama ko pa sila nang matagal at pahalagahan ang bawat sandali na magkakasama kami. Sabi nga ng isa kong kaibigan, magkikita pa rin naman kami sa skul pero iba pa rin  ang pakiramdam kapag klasmeyts ko pa rin sila dahil sobra ang aking kasiyahan kapag nakikita at nakakasama ko sila dahil ang katangian na nagustuhan ko sa kanila ay tulong-tulong kaming lahat ng mga pagsubok na ibinibigay ng guro namin. Marami nga kaming kalokohan na ginagawa. Una, we try to imitate our teachers in the way they walk and teach. Ang sama nga namin noon eh. Pangalawa, kapag nakita ng guro na nangongopya ang isa, to the rescue agad ang iba at sasabihing hindi siya nangongopya. Talagang kampi-kampihan ang ugali namin noon, all for one one for all ika nga. At pangatlo, yung matandang Professor namin noon, habang nagtetest kami, at kapag nahihirapan na kami, sasabihin namin sa teacher " Maam, pinapatawag ka po ni Dean, punta raw kayo sa Dean's Office". Agad agad naman na pumunta ang guro at bahala na kaming magpaliwanag pagbalik niya sa clasroom. Ngayon, hindi na namin magawa ang mga ito dahil nag mature na kami ng todo pero ilan pala sa mga kalokohan namin ay nagagawa pa hanggang ngayon. Sa katunayan nga habang nagka-klase kami ngayong summer, inoobserbahan namin ang mga mukhang walang magawa sa buhay lalo yung mga bored. Kahit nga discussion namin may mga natutulog gaya ko hehe lalo kasi sa hapon, ang hirap pumasok sa utak ang mga lectures. at hirap na hirap kaming buksan ang aming mga mata dahil sa masarap na simoy ng hangin at parang inaanyayahan kaming matulog muna at magpahinga.
          Hindi ko ito makakalimutan at mananatili sa ala-ala ko ang mga ginwa naming ito. Sana hindi ako makalimutan ng mga klasmeyts ko dahil parte na rin sila ng buhay ko. Itinuring ko na sila na parang mga kapatid ko.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Angelica’s Experience with Hell and Heaven

          A young teenage girl dies for 24 hours, led by Jesus, visits hell and heaven, and then returns to life to tell what she saw.This story was sent to me.  It is long but worth reading.
          For a period of 23 hours, a young Ecuadorian girl named Angelica was shown the Kingdoms of Heaven and Hell, and the Return of Christ. She witnessed Jesus weeping as He overlooked multitudes of souls lost forever, a world that has rejected Him, a Church that is mostly unprepared for Him, a people that have stopped witnessing to the lost, and an entertainment industry that even lures children to Satan. She witnessed many of our esteemed cultural icons suffering in the Pit; singers, entertainers, and even a pope.  Angelica was also shown how the Kingdom of Heaven is all wonderfully prepared and ready, an unimaginable glorious place, where no evil exists. Though Jesus is ONLY coming back for a Holy People, and many of God’s children will NOT be ready on that day, and will be left behind in a world that will fall apart. May I cut the story short:
       
Death
Angelica:
My Mom and another church sister, Fátima Navarrete, anointed me with oil.  But as they were anointing me, I felt something covering me, like a glass that was surrounding me.  It’s hard to explain, I felt covered with something like armor, and I couldn’t explain how I was covered.  After that, when they tried to touch me, they no longer could.
Maxima(Mother)
          As we were praying over Angelica, I was trying to lay my hands on her, but I couldn’t touch her!  She had some type of covering around her.  It was strange, nobody could touch her!  This covering started at the top of her head to her feet, about 30cm (12 inches).  That was what shocked me the most.  I’ve lay my hands on people before, in service to the Lord, but something like this had never happened before!  I said, “Oh, something must be happening,” and I started to pray and to give thanks to the Lord.  Suddenly, I felt great joy.  The sorrow in my heart was gone, the pain was gone, and I now felt joyful and happy!  We continued praying and about at 4:00 PM, my daughter fell to the floor.
Angelica:
         During prayer, I felt shortness of breath; I couldn’t breathe.  I felt a pain in my abdomen and in my heart.  I felt my blood going dormant, and tremendous pain all over my body.  All I could say was, “Lord, give me strength, give me strength!” because I felt I couldn’t go on.  I had no strength, it was leaving me!  When I looked up to heaven, in the spiritual realm, not with my physical eyes, I saw heaven opening up.  I saw angels, not two nor ten, but millions of them gathering together.  In the midst of the millions of angels, I saw a Light, 10,000 times brighter than the sun.  And I said, “Lord that is You who is coming!
Maxima:
          When she fell down, we tried to stand her up, but she was unable to stand on her own.  At this time, we were able to touch her.  She was saying, “Pray.  I don’t have strength, Mommy, I don’t have strength and I feel pain.” First, she felt pain in her heart, and then it went down near her abdomen.  We kept on praying and pleading with the Lord.  The Lord took her life! Never before in my life had I seen anybody die.  I had to see my daughter, as she was agonizing!  It was not easy at all!  I couldn’t understand her last few words, and at the end she stopped.  I placed my hand on her face, and a mirror to her mouth, to see if she was breathing.  She had no breath, she just stood still.  I held her, she was still warm, as normal.  I took a sheet and covered her up, and in a short while she started to get cold, very cold.  Her hair was set back, like the hair of a dead person, and she turned icy cold.
Angelica:
          Jesus was coming down, and I felt my body dying.  As Jesus and the Angels got closer, I felt I was leaving, that I was no longer me.  I was no longer alive, I was dying, and it was agonizing!  When my body fell to the floor, they were already here.  My house was full of angels, and in the midst of the angels I saw a Light, stronger than the sun!  It was very difficult; I felt tremendous pain, as my soul and spirit were being torn away. I was crying and screaming, as I saw my body on the floor.  I asked, “Lord, what is happening? What is happening?“  I wanted to touch my body and get inside it again, but when I tried, it was like to grabbing air: I couldn’t touch it.  My hand went straight through it.  None of those who were praying there could hear me!  And I shouted, “Lord, help me!”
Maxima:
          My husband arrived while we were praying, and he saw her there.  The Lord gave me strength at that moment because I didn’t know what to do.  It was like she was in a coma, but I knew she was OK, because it was the Lord’s work.  So I said “Lord, let Your will be done.
The Lord Jesus Christ
Angelica:
          At that moment I hear the Lord’s voice, a beautiful voice with thunder and love, “Fear not, Daughter, for I am Jehovah, Your God, and I have come here to show you what I have promised you.  Arise, for I am Jehovah, who holds you by your right hand and tells you, Fear not, I will help you.” Suddenly, I arose.  I had been kneeling down, looking at my body, wanting to get back in but not being able to.  When I heard His voice, fear had left me, and I was no longer scared.
As I started walking, the angels began to open a path.  There was a strong light shining, and as I gazed at it, I felt peace.  As I looked, I saw a beautiful, tall, elegant, muscular man.  Light was projecting from Him.  There was too much light for me to see His face!  But I could see His beautiful hair of brilliant gold and a white garment with a wide golden girdle that crossed His chest.  It read, “KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS.”
I looked at His feet, He was wearing shiny golden sandals, of brilliant gold.  He was so beautiful!  He extended His hand to me.  When I took His hand, it wasn’t like when I touched my body, my hand did not go through it.  I asked, “What is happening?” And He said, “I am going to show you hell, so that you return and tell humanity that hell is real; that hell exists.  And also, My glory will I show you, for you to tell My people to be prepared, for My glory is real and I am real.” He said, “Daughter, do not fear“- He said it again and I said, “Lord, it’s just that I want to go to heaven, but not hell, because I’ve heard that it’s horrible!” He said, “Daughter, I will be with you.  I will not leave you in that place and I am going to show you that place because there are many who know that hell exists, but they have no fear.  They believe it’s a game, that hell is a joke, and many don’t know about it.  That is why I am going to show you that place, because there are more that perish than those that are entering My glory.“  When He said that, I could see tears streaming down to His garments.  I asked Him, “Lord, why are you crying?” He replied, “Daughter, because there are more that perish, and I will show you this, so that you will go and tell the truth and so that you will not return to that place.
Hell
          Suddenly, as He was speaking, everything started to move.  The Earth shook and split open, and I saw a very dark hole below. We were standing on a sort of rock with angels surrounding us.  I said, “Lord, I don’t want to go to that place!” He said, “Daughter, do not fear for I am with you.”  In a split second we descended into the dark hole.  I tried to see but there was a terrible darkness.  I did see a huge circle, and hear millions of voices. I was so hot, I felt my skin burning.  I asked, “Lord, what is this? I don’t want to go to this place!” The Lord said that this was just the tunnel to hell.  There was a horrible, repulsive and nauseating smell, and I begged Jesus not to take me.  He responded, “Daughter, it is necessary for you to come and know this place.” I cried, “But why, Lord, why?” And He said, ‘so that you can tell the truth to humanity; humanity perishes, it’s lost and few are entering My Kingdom.” In saying this, He would weep.  His words strengthened and encouraged me, so I continued walking.We arrived at the end of a tunnel, when I looked down I saw an abyss covered in flames.  The Lord said “Daughter, I give this to you.” It was a large binder with blank sheets of paper.  “Daughter, take this pencil so that you can write all that I will show you, what you will see and hear.  You will write everything as you are observing it, as you will live it.“  I said, “Lord, I will do it, but I am already seeing so much, Lord.  I am seeing souls being tormented, and immense flames.
Maxima:
          Time was going by, and my daughter was still lying there.  “Lord, what is happening?” Tears were coming out of her eyes, but when I wiped them away, they would just come again.  I placed a mirror to her mouth to see if she was breathing, there was nothing.  We checked her pulse, nothing.  We placed a hand on her stomach, nothing.  The servant of the Lord said, “The place where she is, is not a place of smiles but a place of torment.
Angelica:
          I told Jesus, “I will testify that hell is real, that hell exists, but take me out of here now!” And He replied, “Daughter, we haven’t even entered that place, and I have shown you nothing yet, and already you want Me to take you out of this place?” “Lord, please take me out of here,” I said.  Then we started to descend into the abyss!  I started to cry and scream, “Lord, no, no, no, no- I don’t want to go!” and He would reply, “You need to see this.”
I saw horrible demons, of all types, both large and small.  They were running so fast, and carrying something in their hands.  “Lord, why are they running like that and what are they carrying?” He answered, “Daughter, they run that way because they know their time is running out, because time is so short to destroy humanity and especially My people.  That which they carry in their hands are darts to destroy humanity, because each demon is given a name and according to the name that is given to them, they have a dart to destroy that person and bring them to this place; their goal is to destroy that person and bring them to hell.” And I would see the demons running and exiting toward Earth and He told me.  “They are going to Earth to bring and throw humanity into this place.” As He said this He would weep, He would weep so very much.  He was weeping all the time and I would cry too.
Maxima:
          My Daughter was dead for 23 hours, but I did not notify the authorities.  I prayed, “Lord, I will wait for 24 hours.  If my daughter is not back in 24 hours, I will call a doctor.“  But, the Lord brought her back before 24 hours were up.
Angelica:
The Lord said to me, “Are you ready to see what I am going to show you?“  “Yes, Lord,” I said.  He took me to a cell where I could see a young man being tormented among the flames.  I noticed that the cell was enumerated, though I couldn’t understand the numbers, they seemed to be backward.  There was a huge plaque in that cell, and the young man had the number “666″ on his forehead.  He also had a big metallic plate that was encrusted into his skin.  The worms that were eating him, were unable to damage that plate; neither did the flames burn it.  He screamed, “Lord, have mercy on me.  Take me out of this place.  Forgive me, Lord!“  But Jesus would respond, “It’s late, too late: I gave you opportunities and you would not repent.
I asked Jesus, “Lord, why is he here?” Then I recognized him.  On Earth, this young man knew the Word of God, but abruptly he walked away from the Lord, preferring alcohol, drugs and walking on the wrong path.  He did not want to follow the way of the Lord.  Jesus warned him many times on what could happen to him.  Jesus said, “Daughter, he is in this place because anyone who rejects My word already has a judge: The Word that I have spoken will judge him in that last day,” (John 12:48) and then Jesus wept.
When the Lord weeps, it’s different than we do.  He would weep with this pain in His heart and He would sob profoundly.  “I did not create hell for humanity,” Jesus said.  So I asked Him, “Then why is humanity here, Lord?” He answered, “Daughter, I created hell for satan and his angels, who are the demons; (Matt.  25:41) but, because of sin and the lack of repentance, humanity ends here, and there are more that perish than those who reach My glory!” (Matt 7:14) He continued weeping and it would hurt me so much to see how He cried.  “Daughter, I gave My life for humanity, so that it would not perish, so that it would not end up in this place.  I gave My life out of love and mercy, so that humanity would proceed to repentance and could enter the Kingdom of Heaven.“  Jesus would moan as someone who could no longer withstand the pain, that’s how much pain He felt watching the people here.
Being with Jesus, made me feel safe.  I thought, “If I let go of the Lord, I’ll be stuck here!“  I asked, “Jesus, do I have relatives in this place.” He looked at me as I was crying and He said, “Daughter, I am with you,” because I was so scared.  He took me to another cell.  I never could have imagined seeing a relative of mine in that cell.  I saw this woman being tormented, she had worms that would eat her face off, and demons would plunge a type of spear into her body.  She would scream, “No, Lord, have mercy on me, forgive me, please, take me out of this place for one minute!“  (Luke 16:24)
          In Hell, people are tormented with the memories of what they did on Earth.  Demons would mock people and tell them, “Worship and praise because this is your kingdom!” and the people would scream remembering that they knew God, because they knew the Word.  Those who had known the Lord were tormented twofold.
The Lord said, “There is no other opportunity [for those here]; there is still opportunity for those who are alive.“  I asked Him, “Lord, why is my great-grandmother here?  I don’t know if she ever knew you.  Why is she here in hell, Lord?“  He replied, “Daughter, she is here because she failed to forgive…Daughter, he who does not forgive, neither will I forgive him.
I asked, “Lord, but You do forgive, and You are merciful.” And He answered, “Yes, Daughter, but it is necessary to forgive, because they have not forgiven many people, and that is why many people are in this place, because they failed to forgive…Go and tell humanity that it is time to forgive, and especially My people, for many of My people have not forgiven.  Tell them to rid themselves of grudges, of resentment, of that hatred in their hearts, for it is time to forgive!  If death were to surprise that person who has failed to forgive, that person may go to hell, for no one can purchase life.” When we left that place, my great grandmother was engulfed in fire and she screamed, “Aaaah,” and began to blaspheme the name of God, she would curse Him; every person in hell blasphemes against God.
As we left that area, I could see that hell was full of tormented souls.  Many people would extend their hands out, begging Jesus to help them and take them out of there.  But the Lord could not do anything for them and they would start blaspheming God.  Then Jesus would weep and say, “It hurts Me to hear them, it hurts Me to see what they do, because I can no longer do anything for them.  What I will tell you is that I still have opportunity for he who is still on Earth, who has not yet died, who is still alive; he still has time to repent!The Lord told me there were many famous people in Hell, and also many people who had known about the Lord.  He said, “I am going to show you another part of the furnace.” We came to a place where a woman was surrounded by flames.  She was in great torment and would scream, begging the Lord for mercy.  Jesus pointed to her with his hand and told me, “Daughter, that woman that you see over there, surrounded by flames, is Selena.”  As we started getting closer, she screamed, “Lord, have mercy on me, forgive me Lord, take me out of this place!” But the Lord looked at her and said, “It’s late, it’s too late.  You cannot repent now.She saw me and said, “Please, I beg you, go tell people about this, please speak out and do not be silent; go and tell them not to come to this place; go and tell them not to listen to my songs, nor sing my songs.” (1 John 2:15) So I asked her, “Why do you want me to go and say that?“  And she answered, “Because every time people sing and listen to my songs, I am tormented even more, the person who does this, who sings and listens to my songs, is walking to this place.  Please, go tell them not to come here; go tell them that hell is real!“  She would scream and demons would hurl spears from afar into her body and she would cry, “Help me, Lord, have mercy on me, Lord!” But sadly, the Lord told her, “It is too late.”
I looked all over that area, it was full of singers and artists who have died.  All they did was sing and sing, they wouldn’t stop singing.  The Lord explained, “Daughter, the person who is here, must continue doing here, whatever they did on Earth, if they had not repented.As I was observing the area, I noticed a lot of demons that were spilling down some type of rain.  I actually thought it was raining.  But I noticed the people in flames running away from the rain and shouting, “No, help me, Lord!…No, this can’t be,” and the demons would laugh and tell the people, “Praise and worship because this is your kingdom forever and ever!“   I saw the flames increase and people’s worms would multiply!  There was no water there, it was brimstone that would multiply the flames and increase each person’s anguish.  I asked Jesus, “What’s happening?…Lord, what is this?” The Lord replied, “This is the wages of anyone who has not repented.” (Psalms 11:6)Then the Lord took me to place where there was a very well-known man.  Before now, I used to live as a double minded young Christian girl.  I used to think that any person that died would go to Heaven; that those who celebrated mass, would also go to heaven, but I was wrong.  When Pope John Paul II died, my friends and relatives would tell me that he had gone to heaven.  All the news on TV, on extra and many other places would say, “Pope John Paul II has died, may he rest in peace.  He is now rejoicing with the Lord and his angels in heaven” and I believed all of it.  But I was only fooling myself, because I saw him in Hell, being tormented by flames.  I looked at his face, it was John Paul II!  The Lord said to me, “Look, Daughter, that man that you see there, is Pope John Paul II.  He is here in this place; he is being tormented because he did not repent.”But I asked, “Lord, why is he here? He used to preach at church.” Jesus replied, “Daughter, no fornicator, no idolater, no one who is greedy and no liar will inherit My Kingdom.“(Eph. 5:5)  I replied, “Yes, I know that is true, but I want to know why he is here, because he used to preach to multitudes of people!” And Jesus responded, “Yes, Daughter, he may have said many things, but he would never speak the truth as it is.  He never said the truth and they know the truth and although he knew the truth, he preferred money over preaching about salvation.  He would not offer reality; would not say that hell is real and that heaven also exists; Daughter, now he is here in this place.
          When I looked at this man, he had a large serpent with needles, wrapped around his throat, and he would try to take it off.  I pleaded with Jesus, “Lord, help him!“  The man would scream, “Help me, Lord; have mercy on me; take me out of this place; forgive me!  I repent, Lord; I want to return to Earth, I want to go back to Earth to repent.” The Lord observed him and said to him, “You very well knew.  You knew very well that this place was real…It’s too late; there is no other opportunity for you.
The Lord said, “Look, Daughter, I am going to show you the life of this man.“  Jesus showed me a huge screen on which I could observe how this man offered mass many times to the multitudes.  And how the people who were there were so idolatrous.  Jesus said, “Look, Daughter, there are many idolaters in this place.  Idolatry will not save, Daughter.  I am the only One who saves, and outside of Me, no one saves.  I love the sinner, but I hate sin, Daughter.  Go and tell humanity that I love them and that they need to come to Me.As the Lord was speaking, I began to see how this man received multitudes of coins and bills; money, all of which he would keep.  He had so much money.  I saw images of this man seated on a throne, but I was also able to see beyond that.  While it’s true that these people do not get married, I can assure you, I’m not making this up, the Lord showed it to me, those people do sleep with nuns; with many women there! 
The Lord showed me these people living in fornication, and the Word says that no fornicator will inherit His Kingdom.  As I was watching all of this, the Lord told me, “Look Daughter, all of this which I am showing you is what goes on, what he lived and what keeps on happening among many people, among many priests and popes existing.” Then he told me, “Daughter, go and tell humanity that it’s time to turn to Me.The Lord showed me a place where many people were walking to hell.  I asked Him, “Lord, how is it that they walk to this place?” He replied, “I will show you.“  He showed me a tunnel with many people walking through it.  These people were chained from hand to foot.  They were dressed in black and carrying a load on their back.  Jesus said, “Look Daughter, those people that you see there, those people don’t know Me yet.  That which they carry on their backs is sin, but go and tell them to turn their burden over to Me, and I will give them rest; that I am He who forgives all their sins…Daughter, go and tell those people to come to Me, for I await them with open arms, and go tell them that they are walking to this place.
As I was watching the people walking, I said, “Lord, that person over there is my cousin; that young man is my cousin, Lord, and that young girl coming down is also my cousin; my family is coming to this place!” He replied, “Daughter, they are walking to this place, but go and them where they are walking, go and tell them they are walking to hell.  Go and tell them that I have chosen you as my watchman…I have chosen you as my watchman, for it means that you are to tell the truth.  You must go and tell all that I have shown you.  If you do not speak out and something happens to that person, his blood will be poured over you, but if you go and do as I have told you, then that person has an account with me.  If the person does not repent, then the responsibility resting upon you will be lifted, for the account will rest upon that person and his blood will not be poured over you. (Ezekiel 3:18)”
Jesus told me that many famous people were walking to that place, famous and important people.  Take for example, Michael Jackson.  This man was famous all over the world but he was a satanist.  Although many people may not see it that way, but it is the truth.  This man had satanic covenants: He came to agreement with the devil in order to achieve fame and attract many fans.Those steps that he performed, that’s the way I saw demons walk while tormenting people in hell.  They would slide backward and not move forward, while they shout; enjoying the anguish they impose upon the people.  Let me tell you that Michael Jackson is in hell.  The Lord showed him to me after Michael died.  He let me see Michael Jackson tormented in flames.  I cried to Jesus, “Why?” It wasn’t easy to see how this man was being tormented and how he would scream.  Anyone who listens to Michael Jackson’s songs or sings them or who is a fan of Michael Jackson, I warn you that satan is trapping you in his web so that you will end up in hell.  Right now, renounce it in the name of Jesus!  Jesus wants to set you free, so that you will not be lost.  The Lord said, “Daughter, there are also people who know Me, that are walking to this place.” I asked, “Lord, how can people who know You also come here?“  He replied, “That person who has left My ways and that person who is living a double life.” He started showing me people who were walking to Hell.  They were tied from their hands to their feet. They each wore a white garment, but it was torn, stained and wrinkled.  Jesus said, “Daughter, see how My people have walked away from Me.  Daughter, I want to tell you that I am not coming for these people.  I am coming for a holy people, ready, without blemish, without wrinkle and without defilement…Go and tell them to return to the old paths.” (Eph. 5:26-27)  I started to see many of my uncles and many other people who had walked away from the Lord’s ways.  “Go and tell them that I am waiting for them, to surrender their loads to Me, and I will give them rest.” Jesus was weeping, “Daughter, they are coming this way.  Go and tell your uncles; go and tell your relatives that they are coming this way!  Daughter, many will not believe you, but I am your faithful witness, I am your faithful witness.  I will never leave you.  Even if they do not believe you, Daughter, go and tell them the truth, for I am with you.  I will also show you, Daughter, how people arrive at this place.
We went to a tunnel where there were a multitude of people falling into the abyss.  Not 1 thousand, not 2 thousand, but as many as the sand of the sea, countless.  They were falling by the second, like handfuls of sand being thrown down.  The souls were falling rapidly.  Jesus was weeping, He said, “Daughter, this is how humanity perishes; this is how it is lost!…Daughter, it hurts Me to see how humanity perishes.
Jesus said, “Demons also hold meetings in this place.” And I said, “Demons hold meetings?” Jesus said, “Yes, Daughter, they meet to plan, to plan what they will do to humanity.  They hold daily secret meetings.” And with that, Jesus took me to a cell, where I saw a wooden table with chairs around it.  And there were demons – all types of demons.  Jesus explained, “Daughter, they are now planning to go and destroy the pastors’ families, the missionaries, the evangelists and all of those who know me.  Daughter, they want to destroy them; they have many darts.
The demons would laugh and mock and say, “Let’s destroy humanity and bring it to this place.“  Jesus said, “Go and tell them that I am with them.  Tell them to not leave open doors, to leave no place to satan, for satan walks about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.(1st Peter 5:8)” But the Word says, “he walks as“, because the only real Lion, is the Lion of Judah, Jesus Christ of Nazareth (Revelations 5:5)!  Jesus said, “Daughter, they especially want to destroy the pastors; family.” I asked, “Why do they want to destroy the pastors’ family?” And Jesus responded, “Because they are in charge of thousands of people that are the sheep of the fold; the sheep of the fold that the Lord has given them.  They want these people to return to the world again; to look back and end up in hell…Go and tell the pastors to speak the truth.  Go and tell them to preach the truth and to speak everything that I tell them and to never keep to themselves what I tell them!
          As we left that place and He told me, “I want to show you something else…There are also children in this place.” And I replied, “Children in this place, Lord? Why are there children here?  Your Word says, ‘let the children to come unto Me, and do not stop them: for the Kingdom of God belongs to such as these.” (Matthew 19:14) Jesus replied, “Daughter, it’s true, of such is the kingdom of Heaven, but that child must come to Me, for he who comes to Me I will not throw out.“(John 6:37) Instantly, the Lord showed me an eight year old boy being tormented in fire. The boy cried, “Lord have mercy of me, take me out of this place, I don’t want to be here!” He kept crying and screaming.  I saw demons around this boy, that resembled cartoon figures.  There was Dragon, BoyZ, Ben 10, Pokémon, Doral, etc.  “Lord, why is this boy here?“  Jesus showed me a large screen of this boy’s life.  I saw how he would spend all of his time in front of the TV, watching these cartoons.


 
Jesus said, “Daughter, these animated cartoons, those movies, those soap operas that are seen daily on TV are satan’s instruments to destroy humanity…Look, Daughter how this came to be.“  I saw how the boy was rebellious and disobedient toward his parents.  When his parents talked to him, he would run away, throwing things and disobeying them.  After this happened, a car ran over him and ended his life.  Jesus told me, “Ever since then, he has been in this place.“
I looked at the boy as he was being tormented.  Jesus said, “Daughter, go and tell parents to instruct their child as is written in My Word. (Proverbs 22:6)” The Word of God is real, it tells us to correct a child with the rod, but not every moment, only when the child has been disobedient to his parents.  (Proverbs 22:15)


The Lord told me something that is very sad and very painful.  He said, “Daughter, there are many children in this place because of animated cartoons, because of rebellion.“  I asked Him, “Lord, why are animated cartoons to blame for this?” And He explained, “Because they are demons that carry rebellion, disobedience, bitterness and hatred to children; and other demons enter these children, so that they do not do good things, but do that which is bad: whatever children see on TV, they want to do in reality.“  Hell exists, hell is real, and even children must decide with whom they will go.  I said, “Lord, tell me, why are there children in this place?” And Jesus answered, “Once children have knowledge that there is a heaven and a hell, then they have a place to choose.
The Kingdom of Heaven
          There’s much more to be said about hell, but now I’ll share what I saw in Heaven.  Jesus said, “Daughter, now I am going to show you what I have prepared for My Holy people.“  We left that place, going out through a tunnel.  While traveling through this tunnel, we suddenly came out to where there was light.  I saw no more darkness, torment or flames.  He said, “Daughter, I am going to show you My glory,” and we started ascending to the Kingdom of Heaven!  Soon we arrived at a door with giant letters written in gold, it said: “Welcome to the Kingdom of Heaven.“  Jesus said, “Daughter, go in, for I am the Door and he who enters through Me, will enter, will go and will find pastures.“(John 10:9). After the Lord said these words, the door opened and we entered.  I saw angels giving glory, honor and praise to our Heavenly Father!  (Revelations 7:11-12)   As we continued walking, we approached a table of which I could see the beginning, but not the end.  (Revelations 19:9)  I observed a large throne, and a smaller throne surrounded by thousands of chairs.  Between the chairs were garments along with crowns.  The Lord told me, “Daughter, the crown that you see there is the crown of life.“(Revelations 2:10) Jesus said, “Look, Daughter, this is what I have prepared for My people.” I saw that the table was covered with a white tablecloth with gold edging.  There were plates, gold goblets, fruit; everything was served.  It was so beautiful.  There was a very large vessel in the middle of the table, which contained the wine for the dinner.  And Jesus said, “Daughter, everything is ready for the arrival of My church.We went to another place, where I saw many people in a garden.  There were well known people from the Bible, but they were not aged, but young.  There was this young man with a large kerchief in his hand who danced and whirled around and praised the Lord.  Jesus said, “Daughter that young man that you see there is My servant, David.” He was giving glory to our Father.  Suddenly, another young man passes by and Jesus told me, “Daughter, he is Joshua; he is Moses; this other young man is Abraham.“  Jesus would call them out by their names.  They all had the same countenance!  Jesus said, “Daughter, that woman that you see there is My servant, Mary Magdalene; My servant, Sara. But then He told me, “Daughter, she is Mary.  Mary, who gave birth to Jesus Christ, Who I am.  Daughter, I want to tell you that she has no knowledge of the things happening on Earth. I want to tell you that you must go and tell humanity, tell idol worshippers that hell is real, and that idolaters will not inherit My kingdom, but go and tell them that if they repent, they can enter My heavenly dwelling place.  Go tell them that I love them and tell them that Mary has no knowledge of anything [happening on Earth] and the only One that they must exalt is Me, because neither Mary, nor St.  Gregory nor any other saint can offer salvation.  I am the only One who saves and outside of Me – nobody, nobody, nobody- saves!” He repeated it three times – that nobody could save; only He saves. Humanity has been deceived believing in an assumed saint, which is not, but is a demon, working through an idol made by the hand of man.  But, let me tell you that the Lord wants to give you the best.  He wants you to enter the Kingdom of Heaven; to repent and to leave idolatry.  Because idolatry will not save you.  Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the one that saves, who gave His life for you, for me and for all humanity.  The Lord has a great message for humanity.  As He wept, He told me, “Please, Daughter, do not be silent; go and tell the truth, go and tell what I have shown you.
       I saw how Mary worshiped the Lord, and I saw women with very beautiful long hair.  I said, “Lord, how pretty the way they wear their hair.” He told me, “Daughter, that which you see is the veil that I have given to a woman.” He added, “Daughter, go and tell women to take care of the veil that I have given them.
Then He told me, “I have something to show you that is very important.“  I looked far away and saw a shining city, a city of gold!  I said, “Lord, what is that?  I want to go over there.” He answered, “Daughter, I will show you what is over there.  What you are seeing is the heavenly dwelling, the heavenly mansions which are ready for My people.We started walking, until we reached a golden bridge.  As we walked over it, we came upon streets that were made of pure gold!  (Revelations 21:21)
Everything was so beautiful, so brilliant, like shining glass, it was absolutely supernatural, inexplicable!  We saw heavenly mansions, and watched thousands of angels constructing them.  Some of the angels constructed very rapidly, others constructed slowly and others were not constructing at all.  I asked the Lord, “Why are some angels constructing rapidly, while others are slower, and some have those stopped constructing?” The Lord explained, “Daughter, that is how My people work on Earth, and the angels work as My children work on Earth….Daughter, My people no longer spread the gospel.  My people no longer fast.  My people no longer go to the streets to distribute tracts telling the truth.  My people are now ashamed.  Go and tell My people to return to the old paths.  Those angels that you saw that were doing nothing belong to those people that have walked away from My paths…Daughter, go and tell My people to return to the old paths,” (Jeremiah 6:16) and in saying this He started to weep.I heard other people singing, so I asked Him, “Lord, I want You to take me over there, where those people are singing.” Jesus was observing me, I could tell how He was observing me, but I couldn’t see His face, only the movements of His face.  While His tears were pouring over His garment, I asked Him why He was weeping.  But He would not explain it to me. Later we arrived at this beautiful garden.  There, among the heavenly mansions, I saw flowers that were swaying.  That must have been the singing I heard.   The Lord pointed with His finger and said, “Daughter, look, they praise Me; they worship Me!  My people no longer do as they did before.  My people no longer praise, no longer worship Me; no longer seek Me as before.  That is why I told you, Daughter, to go and tell My people to seek Me, for I will go, I will go, I will go – for a people that seeks Me in spirit and in truth, for a people that are ready, for a holy people!” And weeping He said, “I am coming, I am coming!“  Then I understand why He was weeping, because He is coming, but not for those that are half-hearted.  He will return only for a people that is seeking Him in spirit and in truth.Then the Lord told me that I had to return to Earth.  I said, “Lord, I don’t want to go back to Earth!  What do you mean – Earth? I want to stay with You.  You brought me here and I’m not going anywhere because I am with You!“  Jesus said, “Daughter, it is necessary that you return to Earth to go and testify that My glory is real, that what I am going to show you is real; that what you have seen is real – so that humanity will come to Me, repent and not perish.” Weeping, I fell to His feet; there I saw wounds on His feet.  I asked, “Lord, what are these wounds here?” He answered, “Daughter, it’s the scar from that yester day, when I gave My life for humanity.
He also showed me the scars in his hands, I asked, “Lord, why do you still have that?” He told me, “Daughter, it is the scar that has remained.” So I asked, “Will this go away?” He replied, “Daughter, this will go away when all the saints are reunited here…Daughter, I must take you to Earth: Your family and the nations are waiting for you.I tried to refuse but He pointed down to Earth with His finger and said, “Look, those people that you see down there are your relatives; that body that you see there, is where you have to return…It is time to leave this place.” Then He took me along a beautiful crystal clear river and said “Daughter, enter the river and submerge yourself.“  Before I entered that crystalline river of living water, I was experiencing indescribable joy, but after I submerged myself and came out, I was elated.  I thought I would not have to return home, but the Lord told me, “Daughter, you have to return to Earth…Daughter, I am going to show you something: How I am coming to Earth for a holy people.  I am going to show you how the day of the Rapture will be.
The Rapture and Tribulation We walked to a place with a giant screen, and I saw people in it.  I could observe the whole world.  Then suddenly I saw thousands of people disappearing.  Pregnant women had their pregnancy disappear, and they looked like they had gone crazy screaming.Children had disappeared from all over.  Many people were running from here to there, screaming, “This can’t be, this can’t be!  What’s happening?I saw those who had known the Lord, but were left behind. (Matt 24:40-41) They were saying that Christ had come, the Rapture happened.  They screamed and wanted to kill themselves, but they couldn’t.  The Lord told me, “Daughter, in those days, death will flee; Daughter, in those days the Holy Spirit will no longer be on Earth.“  (Revelations 9:6) There were accidents but I didn’t see a single dead person: all of them were alive, although injured.I observed enormous traffic with thousands of people.  He told me, “Daughter, look, this is how everything will happen.“   I then saw people running from one place to another, shouting, “Christ came, Christ came!“  They would plead, “Lord, forgive me, forgive me, take me with You!But sadly the Lord said, “It will be too late.  The time to repent is now…Daughter, go tell humanity to seek Me, for during that time there will no longer be opportunity. (Isaiah 55:6) Daughter, it will be too late for all those that stay behind.” When Jesus observed how people were left behind, He began to weep and said, “Daughter, I will go to Earth as it says in 1 Thes.  4: 16-17 : “For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God; and the dead in Christ shall rise first; Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air; and so shall we ever be with the Lord.But not everyone will go with the Lord, only those who are doing His will (Matthew 7:21) and living a holy life.  For the Lord told me, “Only those that are holy will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, (Hebrews 12:14), No one knows, neither the day nor the hour in which I will go for My holy people, not even the angels know it.” (Matthew 24:36)
  I was crying all the way down, pleading with Jesus, “Lord, please, don’t leave me here.  Take me with You!” He responded, “Daughter, the nations, your family are waiting for you…Daughter, you must enter that body.  You must receive life, Daughter, so you can go and testify what you have seen.  Many will not believe you; many will believe you, but I am your faithful witness.  I am with you.  I will never leave you.”
Return to Earth
Maxima:
          When my daughter came back, we were waiting there, and she was stretched out on the floor.  She went, “uuhmm,” nothing else.  I said, “Thank You, Lord, because my daughter is back!We all gave thanks to the Lord.  Soon she started breathing slowly, little by little.  After about five hours, she was able to open her eyes and talk.  At first we could hardly understand what she was saying; it just wasn’t clear.  She had no strength.  We needed to keep the windows covered, because her eyes couldn’t handle the light.Being curious, we all wanted her to tell us what she saw.  But because she was so weak, she could only tell us a little.  It was 2 weeks until she was able to share her full testimony.Demons came to torment her after all this.  She could see them clearly, they would try to hide themselves in the shadows.  They were here within three days of her return, before she could really talk.  She asked them what they wanted and they replied, “We have come to make a pact with you…You must shut up.  You must not say anything of what you saw down there, because if you speak, we will kill you.She described the demons as ugly, large and fat, ugly.  She said there were no words to describe how horrible they looked.  She would rebuke them, but they would not leave.  When they came they would jump on her and try to choke her.  She would fight back rebuking them, but she had no strength.  One time when she rebuked them, a tremendous light appeared and then they fled!  It was the Lord. What my daughter went through was not easy.  She was given a profound message to all humanity, to seek God.  But humanity thinks that what it is doing is alright.  Youth that are into drugs and alcohol, they think that’s OK, but it’s not.   One of the greatest experiences that my daughter had was when she saw many entertainers in hell, including dancers, and also Pope John Paul II.  It’s time to seek the Lord, to repent and to humble oneself before Him.   The Word of God is true when it says, “Heaven and Earth shall pass away, but My words shall not pass away.“(Mark 13:31)  The Word of the Lord will be fulfilled in its due time.The Lord also showed her a tunnel, where people were walking to hell.  Many people are already in hell.  It’s real!  But even the Lord’s people don’t believe this, many just don’t believe.
The main message was that we should seek the Lord, not just from our lips, but from the deepest part of our heart, for the Lord’s coming is at hand.  Jesus said, “I am no longer at the door; I am beyond the door.  I will come soon; My coming is near.  My people have left Me and gone back to worldly things…Tell My people to return to the old paths.” The church today must go back to the old paths, that it is where we are in the fire, seeking the Lord.  When the trumpet sounds we must be ready to meet the Lord, and it will be wonderful!
The Lord’s Urgent Message
Angelica, speaking before an audience:
The Lord told me, “Daughter, in those days the Holy Spirit will no longer be on Earth.  In those days, He will no longer be on Earth.“(2 Thes. 2:7)  And I saw enormous traffic, with accidents.  Many people wanted to kill themselves, but Jesus said, “They shall seek death, but death shall flee from humanity.  Death will no longer be during that time.”(Revelations 9:6)  I saw people watching TV and magazines that read, “Thousands and Thousands have Disappeared.” Many already knew that Christ had come for His holy people.  Those who knew the Lord, but were left behind, went crying through the streets, wanting to kill themselves, but they could not do anything.
While in Heaven, Jesus said, “I will come for a holy people and I will come soon for My church.“  But two weeks ago the Lord told me, “Daughter, I take pleasure in what you are doing, that you are fulfilling what I have given you, but do not tell My people that I am coming soon.  Tell My people that I am coming right away.” Again the Lord said, “Tell My people that I am coming right away and that I am coming for a holy people.  Tell My people that only the holy ones, only the holy ones will see Me!…And do not be silent: Keep on declaring what I have told you.

Angelica:
“This testimony is not a lie; it’s not a joke; it is not a story; it is not a dream, hell is real!  Hell exists!  To anyone that does not believe, I want to tell you that hell is real, very real.  I cannot find words to tell you how real it is.  I wish that you could experience it yourself.”
Angelica, speaking with Narrator:
           The time is soon, God allows signs to reveal to humanity what is about to happen.  Do not remain condemned; that’s what the devil wants.  Ask yourself if you are already walking through hell’s tunnel? Today is the day of salvation, today is the day to invite Jesus, your Savior into your life.  These are simple and yet great words to say: “I accept You, Jesus as my Lord and my only Savior.  I give You my life and soul with all my heart.  I want to be with You for eternity.”
Choose your final destiny: Life or death, heaven or hell, Jesus or the devil.  It’s clear, either you belong to Jesus or to the devil.  Either you do what is right or you do what is wrong.  You choose your destiny: eternal life or the lake of fire.  Think about it.  Decide now.  Jesus Christ died on the cross for each one of us, for our sins, and He gave us the opportunity of salvation by His mercy.  Accept Christ as your only Savior!
Now that you’ve heard this testimony, don’t let this moment be the one you regret forever in hell.”
       
Here is the Narration of the Story:

Saturday, May 07, 2011

Happy Mother's Day



             Bukas na pala ang Mother's Day. Malayo man ang aking ina, hindi ko pa rin siya kakalimutang batiin kasi araw nila bukas.
             Wala tayo dito sa mundong ibabaw kung hindi dahil sa kanila. Binuhat nila tayo ng higit siyam na buwan para lamang mailuwal tayo at dahil dun, nararapat lang na bigyan natin sila ng pagpapahalaga. wala man tayong maibigay na materyal na bagay sa kanila, ang pagbati natin sa kanila ay nakakagaan na ng loob at sabayan natin ito ng yakap at halik. Sabi nga nila, "mother knows best". Iniisip nila ang mas nakakabuti sa atin kahit isipin natin na minsan ay mali sila. Minsan pa nga, we try to teach them because all we know, we are more correct than them. Namimis ko na rin ang nanay ko. Balak kong pumunta ulit sa Claveria para tignan ang kalagayan nila subalit wala pa akong oras at wala pang naipon na pera. Kung malapit lang sana sila'y pinuntahan ko na kahit maglakad pa ako para lang masabi at mabati siya. Kanina, naluha luha ako dahil may nag tag sa akin ng isang letter para kay nanay. Naantig po ang puso ko sa mensahe dahil tinataglay ng sulat ng iyon ang pagiging dakila ng isang ina. At kanina rin lang, ang isang kapit-bahay namin, nag-aaway. Ang ina pala ang kinakaaway ng dalaga. Sinusumbatan niya ito at nagdadabog pa kaya naglayas ang dalaga at hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin bumabalik pero ang Ina, hindi siya sumukong hanapin ang anak. Hindi niya siguro pinapahalagahan at rinerespeto ang magulang lalo sa kanyang ina. Totoo pala ang sinasabi nila na matitiis ng isang anak ang kanyang mga magulang pero ang mga magulang ay hindi makatiis sa kanyang anak.
         Mahalin sana natin ang ating Ina at pahalagahan natin ang mga sakripisyo nila para sa atin. At sa mga Nanay, sana hindi po kayo magsawa sa pagluluto ng mga masasarap na pagkain, maglaba ng mga damit namin dahil kayo ang ilaw ng aming tahanan at inspirasyon.