Ikaw lang ang Mamahalin

               Minsan, naisip ko na parang walang tao na nakalaan para sa akin. Kung saan-saan ko hinanap ang love pero parang kay saklap ang aking kapalaran pagdating sa pagmamahal.

               Nangako ako sa sarili ko na hindi na ako magmamahal pa dahil sa iniwang bakas ng aking pinakamamahal. Ang puso ko'y puno ng pighati't kalungkutan. Sinubukan kong ibinaling sa iba ang aking pangungulila sa kanya pero hindi ko lubos na magawa sapagkat nakakubli pa rin ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya sa kabila ng lahat. Sa sambit niya noon, hihintayin daw ako hanggang makapagtapos ako sa Kolehiyo at kami'y magsasama. Sa matagal ring panahon na naging kami, siguro masasabi ko na mahal na rin niya ako. Nakilala ko siya noong nasa High School pa ako, 3rd year ako noon at naging kami lang noong 4th year na kami hanggang ngayon pero noong nakaraang September 2010, naging malamig na ang aming pagsasama. Hindi na siya nagparamdam maski sa text man lang. Hindi ko na alam kung nasaan siya ngayon pero ang pagkakaalam ko ay nasa Maynila siya upang magtrabaho at makapag-ipon. Dahil sa ganoong pangyayari, hindi ako nagdalawang isip na tawagan ang kanyang number pero sa kasawiang palad, ang kapatid naman niyang lalake ang nakasagot sa aking tawag. maski daw sila ay walang balita tungkol sa kanya. Walang oras na hindi ko siya inaalala. Pinapanalangin ko na isang araw ay surpresahin niya ako sa bahay namin. Halos tinawag ko na lahat ng mga Santo at mga disipulo ng Panginoon para lamang maalam kung ano na ang nangyari sa kanya ni wala nang luha na pumapatak sa aking mga palad dahil sa kahahagulgol sa kanyang paglisan. Gusto ko lang naman iparamdam sa kanya na hindi ko siya makalimutan sa puso't isipan ko. mabuti na lamang at andiyan yung kapatid niya, na kaboses niya mismo at sa kanya ko ibinabaling ang aking pangungulila. Iniisip ko na lamang na kahit papaano'y nakakausap ko siya doon ay masaya na ako pero iba pa rin ang pakiramdam kapag siya mismo iyon. Ngayon, sinusubukan ko na siyang kalimutan pero imbes na makalimutan ko siya, naaalala ko siya saan man ako tangayin ng hangin. Hindi ko alam kung maniniwala pa ako sa kanyang mga ibinigkas pero parang nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa. Nalulungkot na ako parati. Hindi ko maitanggi na siya pa rin at wala ng iba ang laman ng puso ko.

               Hanggang ngayon, umaasa pa rin ako na babalik siya dahil wala na akong alam na isipin kundi siya at nangangarap na sa pagdilat ng aking mga mata'y siya ang una kong matutunghayan. Malayo man siya sa akin, mamahalin ko pa rin siya. Alam ko na may plano pa ang Diyos para sa aming dalawa.

Love is Silent and Deeply Profound II

          This is the Part II of my video. I hope this will inspire you that eventhough love brought tears and sadness in our lives, still we must forgive that person and forget what that person has done to you because love is like a cycle, when we love, we also get hurt and when we get hurt, we forget and when we already forgot that person, we love again.

You're My Destiny

          Sa mga In-love ngayong Valentines Day, I made a poem for all of you. Maari niyo itong kopyahin(pero sabihin niyo kung sino sumulat nito) at sabihin sa minamahal niyo hehehe. Hindi para sa akin ito kundi para sa inyong lahat ito.

At first, I was alone and sad

Hoping that one day, I will be glad

But now, I am very much delighted,

Because I found someone whom I've waited

i am always pleased with your debonair beauty

your tantalizing eyes and your blissful personality

Your smile is the melody of my heart,

And your palms that directs me to a good start.

When I am in downcast, you always make me happy

When I am isolated, you don't want me to be lonely

You are my joy, my strength and my inspiration,

That whatever I do, you are the instrument of my motivation.

When I am sad, you always make me smile,

When I am weak, you always make me strong

And whenever I lose hope, you always make me inspired,

That's why I love you and it will not be expired.

Words can't express how much I value you,

It's not prominent when you say I love you too,

But your presence and trust is all I need

So that my offering in love will always succeed.

Thank you for the love that you are showing,

Thank you for the trust that you are giving.

I am very much lucky that you came into my life,

that you gave happiness to this lonely life.

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Love is Silent and Deeply Profound

           Watch this video that I made to all of you. I wish this will inspire you a lot that despite of loneliness, love will always be there and it will come on the right time and when it is ready to be with you forever. Abangan po ninyo ang Part II. May kasunod pa yan.

I'm Yours Forever

             It's Monday again. Wala pa akong naihandang magandang post, kaya heto muna,may inihanda akong tula para sa inyo. Kaya lang chaka ata.hehe.

Love was never my favorite subject

I’ve always felt I had to object;

That love was splendor and that it was,

But to me it’s like a stinging wasp.

I can take a full blown strike and punch,

I face all the hardships all at once,

But all of a sudden love comes in

And it weakens me hard like a sin.

Why, O why do you do this to me?

You make me cry and weep for all to see.

You say you care, you say you do

But do you really mean I love you?

Are you serious or is this a joke?

Please tell me and don’t you dare choke.

Come and get me before I run out the door,

Because I don’t want to hurt anymore.

It's Time For Me to Let You Go

          It took me months to forget you, to get rid of you in my heart.

I tried everything from ignoring you, your calls, your messages. But damn it, none of them worked. You just seemed to creep your way back into my heart and crush it again.

What did I see in you anyway? You’re just a typical guy. Nothing special, just average. Maybe you had your way of capturing my heart, making me head over heels in love with you.

I don’t know what has gotten into me back then, but I fell for you, your charms, your sweet words. Well, who can blame me? I’m a girl, and I’m a sucker for sweet talks.

Every time you’d tell me you love me, my heart would start racing. My mouth forming a smile. Every time you’d hold my hand, the world becomes a blur in my eyes. I guess I could say you were my first love.

I remember very vividly the time you first confessed to me. You were being an ass that day. You were irritating the heck out of me. You’d keep bugging and teasing me. You were such a nuisance. Then out of nowhere, you held my hand and suddenly pulled me to your side. You handed me a note and told me to read it. It read, “I like you.” I looked at you, bewildered. I told you “Nice one dude, you really got me there.” I rolled my eyes and shoved it back to you and walked away. You came running next to me and told me you were serious. I just stared at you with disbelief. You kept telling me over and over again that it wasn’t a joke. I replied with a shrug.

A month passed. You weren’t kidding. You really did like me, but I was still unsure of my feelings for you. I only met you my Junior year and I’ve grown close to you, like my guy best friend. I could easily talk to you.

You weren’t afraid to show or express your feelings. You were very vocal about it. Not even a month later, I started to fall for you.

We started off okay, like a normal couple would. But still, I was confused. What were we exactly? You didn’t actually ask me to be your girlfriend. You just told me you liked me and showed it. You acted like one, but I didn’t know what our status were. As a girl, I’d really appreciate it if I was labeled as your girlfriend.

I didn’t bother asking you about it. Things were going good for the first 3 months. Then we had some problems. We were on and off, we had a very unhealthy relationship.

We both wanted to fix the problem and so we did. But I’ve noticed, things weren’t the same anymore. You were a bit odd. Turns out, you’ve gotten tired of me.

It hurts, it broke my heart. Just when I’ve really, really fallen for you, you broke my heart.

Right after my graduation, you called me and asked me to meet you outside. So I did. You stood there, with a stuffed animal. It had a cap and it was holding a diploma. “Congrats, I’m sorry I couldn’t come.” I ran over to you and gave you a hug “It’s okay. Thanks.” Then you took me out to lunch to celebrate.

I thought we were okay again, we were back to normal? A month later, you sent me a message. “I’m sorry nerdy, but I don’t think this will work anymore. -Your nerd.” My heart dropped. What was this about? I didn’t know what to think or do. Tears sprang in my eyes and nearly a second later, it cascaded down my cheeks like a waterfall. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.

What kind of guy would break up through a text? How stupid could he be! He could’ve had the decency to break up with me in person not a text! You stupid idiot! I hate you! These were the thoughts I had that time. I hated you, I wanted to punch your pretty little face. I wanted to yell at you for breaking my heart just like that.

The following months were heartbreaking. I’d usually cry at night or cry when I talked to my best friend. I was lucky to have her by my side, giving me advice and comforting me.

After our break up, I saw you. You gave me a nod and I gave you a faint smile. You tried talking to me but I kept ignoring you. I wanted to distance myself from you, from the hurt you’ve caused me.

After that first encounter, I’ve gotten better. I stopped crying at night and I stopped thinking about you. When I saw you a couple times again, I didn’t have that feeling of wanting and hating you anymore. It was simply gone. I guess, with the help of my best friend, I’ve gotten over you.

When I heard you moved on with another girl, I was happy for you. I never thought that the day I’ll be able to move on was that soon. I was happy and relieved. I was finally over you.

So this is how it feels to be finally over you and, after what seemed to be forever, I’m happy again.

          It took me long enough to realize that you’re just not worth a single tear, not worth my time, and definitely not worth my love. I shouldn’t linger in the past, I have to move on. My life doesn’t end just because you’re no longer part of it.

                                    This story was sent to me by my friend in Hawaii

                         From "MiMi"

Love is in the Air

           Dahil love month ngayon, bubusugin ko kayo ng mga nakakakilig at mga kuwentong may kaugnayan sa "love". Heto ang una kong ishe-share sa inyo. basahin niyo kung tama ako. 

Do you know that: 

      

          Do you know the difference between " somebody you love and somebody you like? read this and think about it:

          If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile. In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy, but in front  of the person you love, you can show your own self. one thing more, you can look straight into the eyes of the one you like. But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love. See the difference? think about it and compare where that person belongs.  Does this person belongs to " somebody you love" or " somebody you like"?.

          Iba naman ito, sa mga single tulad ko, heto at may inihanda akong pagkain para sa atin hehe.  Sana magustuhan niyo:

Heart For Sale 

         Who wants to buy my heart?  I'm having it for sale. Although its only second hand, still it functions well because once, I sold it whole but someone returned it broken. Now, I had it all repaired and now I am back in business. Who wants to buy my heart? Satisfaction guaranteed. It has free service charge, compatible and pure and a lifetime warranty. So if you are asking for the price, well you are in a bargain.. It does not need any amount. And it only costs.... True Love!